To the good guy

I never used to like you and I’m sorry for that. It’s like the more good of a guy you are the better of a friend you become. You listened to her cry about all the messed up things her ex did to her and you helped her sleep without even touching her. You saw her smile again, her hair began to wave like the ocean and her skin glowed in the sun. You helped her learn to love herself again. And the moon comes out and she is dancing with the stars where she belongs. Chasing fast cars and throwing herself in competitions you know she doesn’t belong in. She was number one with you but she wants to be number 2 to the guy that flashes his kicks for kicks and blings for girls he calls things but he will never see her heart or mind because he considers her a body.

I see you KING! You helped heal her mind with patience and time and over night she gave it away to a guy that has two baby moms one wife and two side bitches. You buy her flowers and she sitting there playing he loves me he loves me not and she ain’t thinking about you. Only when she’s down and out! Alone and misused. And time after time you answer her calls even tho she never answers yours. She always has an excuse and you always understand. She always has a problem she keeps going back to and you always offer a helping hand. You sleep alone dreaming if you love her enough maybe one day she will love herself enough to love you too. You noticed she only replies during the day but you don’t take a second to reply no matter the time of night.

I’m here today to tell you good guy that you’re my hero! You broke your back to tell me you love me and in return I let a heartless bastard bend me backwards. You loved me enough to love the broken in me until it became beautiful and I gave that love back to the broken and it almost killed me but you were right there for every fall. You pulled out my chairs for me and i left you for a man that can’t even think to hold my door. It’s like broken women rather be fucked as opposed to being loved. A perfect Adam could have never been good enough for the exploring heart of Eve. Who bit the apple thinking she won’t die… not knowing (She won’t die) just yet.

She is Love

I felt a funeral in my brain 

And I thought I died 

But it was all in my brain 

And when the guest all leave 

I watch spring turn to summer

And summer turn to falling leaves 

Until I hear a voice calling me

Whispering …

“Believe!”

“You are Love.” 💕

“GOOD MORNING “

Some nights I want to rush to bed 

Turn off the world’s lights
Enter into a REM sleep 
Drifting from reality to fantasy…
That’s where I find you
And in my dreams you disappear
like a distant memory
Traveling through my subconsciousnes
In daylight I awake just to touch your aura
From two of your eyes into a one track mind
Through the fantasy bodys of two
And the reality of one
Two words that read “good morning”
But really say “my bed wishes you were here”

I drift back off in between reality and fantasy
I try to trace my dreams with the fantasy of my reality and that is where I find you! Vividly alive!

So I fight my dreams and I escape reality
With eyes wide shut, only way to find you
I reach for you and run circles around you
To play chase because I never learned chess “Protect your King”
I lose you in my dreams
you disappear like a distant memory
and my pillow is what I have in my arms
I play with my sheets wrapped around me
Some mornings I rush to rise with words to caress your eyes… and touch your mind
Drifting from dreams to reality
Cause baby your still in my fantasy
But all I text you is “Good Morning”

Love a poet

We are mortal souls to a dying earth we are the dust of Adam’s curse

The gift of our beings becoming as one from night til sun

Its the same hex to bring you down under forever

but won’t you be mine in this life time and never say never

because the moment I gazed upon you, you gained eternity touching my soul with your body

we made the most pleasant poetry you were underneath when I owned your vulnerability

you locked lips with a poet

who sings of broken hearts 

but I loved you from the start

so love must also be at the end

Can’t be honest but love is a friend

we lovers sit more afar

then the midnight stars

judging & looking for perfection hiding from the light some are headed in the wrong direction 

no clue of the hearts erection 

turn around …. slow down 

get a little high 

cause love brings you to the ground protect your soul it’s on fire 

so you gotta stop drop and roll 

have we souls to set free? 

Lips to sing … eyes to see 

love let’s the sun sleep 

love gives the midnight skies something to keep 

lips to kiss hearts to miss 

love a poet and live for ever 

Dare to love and never say never!