“GOOD MORNING “

Some nights I want to rush to bed 

Turn off the world’s lights
Enter into a REM sleep 
Drifting from reality to fantasy…
That’s where I find you
And in my dreams you disappear
like a distant memory
Traveling through my subconsciousnes
In daylight I awake just to touch your aura
From two of your eyes into a one track mind
Through the fantasy bodys of two
And the reality of one
Two words that read “good morning”
But really say “my bed wishes you were here”

I drift back off in between reality and fantasy
I try to trace my dreams with the fantasy of my reality and that is where I find you! Vividly alive!

So I fight my dreams and I escape reality
With eyes wide shut, only way to find you
I reach for you and run circles around you
To play chase because I never learned chess “Protect your King”
I lose you in my dreams
you disappear like a distant memory
and my pillow is what I have in my arms
I play with my sheets wrapped around me
Some mornings I rush to rise with words to caress your eyes… and touch your mind
Drifting from dreams to reality
Cause baby your still in my fantasy
But all I text you is “Good Morning”

Chemical Reaction

​He kisses me

Not just one time or three 

No! He really kisses me …

like he wants to kiss for eternity 

then he touches me 

not just sexually 

but he he touches me 

like he loves me

Then he says he loves me

Love…

He held me like a momma 

To a baby

He drew my name 

As I slept on his chest 

I know it didn’t work with the rest 

Cause when he looked at me

And he said don’t hurt me 

I can see in his eyes 

That he’s been told so many lies 

He is like me! 

Made a we out of an I 

I ask how you know it isnt a dream? 

They say because we became a team 

And so I prayed for love that night 

And now here you are in my sight 

You feed me…

With personal pleasure and delight 

I think he wants to stay with me

I had no company, I like my lonely 

Loneliness fulfills my empty 

So now it feels like me vs destiny 

Be careful what you pray for

I got what I need and some more 

Some experience but not a whore

His phone was open as he showered

To temptation I was not empowered he was in there for over an hour 

and I saw something different 

this one could be heaven sent

He was born first 

He is a blessing without a curse

No acting, no need to rehearse

This isn’t for a social media show

Just hope he gives me room to grow

I found love but I know 

at some point..  I gotta let it go 

So I can watch mother nature grow 

I dare to wish all that she knows 

I Love when he kisses my nose 

… did I tell you he is a scorpio? 

I prayed to the heavens above

And I think I found love xo