Purple rain

I drink loneliness like the last drops of water on a hot summer day
I been dancing in the purple rain until prince passed away
Been waisting time on love that aint mine
Lovers i never met
haunt my dreams
Ima heart broken prophet
I see that love is not what it seems
I’m like the walking dead
Only living inside my head
Because i died inside
And tasted hell every time I cried
Made Love feel like a curse
Probably took Chyna off this earth
Demons won’t let me fall in love
I see the shadows from above
An entity is with me
The universe feels me
And i can see right through reality
what mother nature is telling me
Is I do not stand alone
I’m not the only one searching for a long distance love on a phone
Nothing beautiful comes without a fight
So I’m up with you demons and wolves all night
I listen to the secrets of the dark all the plans to break my heart
This ain’t cupid making a hit
Tell Satan I aint wit
No way ima die in a pit
I know why they won’t quit
I know both light and dark
Call me Joan of Art
You can’t take my soul
But you can have my heart
What’s left anyway…

I heard birds singing
and I knew what they had to say
I made it to another day
I just saw a sun ray
I cant believe i was really fighting demons away
A moment of silence Prince just passed away….

Guess he can finally take a bow
The dream is over now

RIP Courtney Crosby

Jesus christ I pray that you have mercy on his soul. Courtney I am writing you this letter because I never got the chance to say goodbye. There are so many broken pieces between us that we never got to mend .. I feel so fucked up!! God why? I know you had a hard life and I don’t know not one person that could walk a mile in your shoes. You were such a survivor! I always admired your strength! I have known you since elementry school and you have always and will always hold a special place in my heart.I can still see you smiling at me .. Ur beautiful heart shows right through that smile boy. Lol I remember when it use to be just me and you day and night blowing it down talking about everything. I remember just me and you sitting in the park sipping 40s watch the sun set and rise. Man them good old days .. I wish I could go back into time and remind you how much I love you! Damn remember them letters we use to write? Man I never heard such depth in a mans words… Damn c … You left too soon. Things didn’t get to work out as we wished they would but you were always my friend. And always will be my friend! Fuck them hatas, hating on courtney. The famouse words of courtney “more or less” lol ahhhh man it hurts to know that I can’t see you on earth but I pray that I see you in heaven. I will never ever forget you courtney! I know if you seen these tears rolling down my cheeks right now you would wipe them away and tell me to toughin up! Big girls don’t cry butttt Damnnn courtney .. I love you and miss you more then words can say. More or less rest in peace courtney crosby may.28.1988 – july.20.2009

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