She wakes up in the middle of the night but not to watch the rise of the sun
Her head begins to spin as if the alcohol and her blood are one
She feels the rush and continues the hush …
This was how she silenced the pain
She uses drugs and alcohol to help her feel sane roaming the Internet for soulless attention this is her lonely prevention expect she’s predestined so she’s stuck expressing her idenity through photos which would give no actual comprehension because what’s online is an unobtainable extension
of me
And everything i wish I could be
When the drugs and alcohol leave me I find myself sober at four in the morning my problems drift back without warning now these rhymes I’m storming because I’m bout to give you more of that heart break that no man can take this is all I got left the only thing I can’t fake so watch my art break through the love I can’t make and no longer will I have to weep when I wake
Long live the heart broken poet!
kellyinyabelly 